I want a freaking break OMG~ I so freaking stress now and I freaking hate it. I remember going to counseling last time and counsellor told me at the end of the session everytime that she realised after every time we talked, her conclusion for me was "you cannot handle stress, call me if you feel stress". Even my probation officer say that to me. I don't how people handle their stress. But obvious I cannot handle stress. I tried to watch tv, facebook, eat and everything but there's no help. In the end I will only resort to cutting. No difference this time round, I still resort to the same thing again. I thought retail therapy will help so I went out to get heels for myself still, I'M STILL FREAKING STRESS UP. It's not because of the work load or the last minute work. It's just that, just thinking of the reports I've got to do, it just feels like a 1000over kilograms of load hanging on my shoulder,. It's just to much for me to handle sometimes. My god ):
Ladies night on last wednesday with Joan, Pris and James.
Was damn high that day maybe cos I didn;'t have enough sleep.
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KISS KISS ~
