Had an early birthday dinner with Joan, HoeKhim and bby bby at Suburbia, Sentosa on 3April. The food there are delicious but not really 5 stars. Maybe 3.5/5. Was wearing my super high heels that day for the whole day and my feet start aching when I reach vivocity. It was damn shitty. But I convinced myself that I have to walk with it or it will be a waste of money. Though I didn't pay for it. After dinner was TCC at town. Went to bby's house after that. Home sweet home at around 2plus.
I realised I don't really spend my birthday with friends ever since secondary school life ended. The last time I wanted to spend my birthday w my friend was first year of polhy and this so-called "good friend" of mine said she's gonna meet me that day and the day before she said she got to work at 2plus on my birthday and she can't meet me. I was unhappy but I had my boyf with me so it was ok. On the day of my bday, I thought of going to find that friend to give her her bday present though it was a late one at least I got the heart to go get it and give her. So I went to her work place around 3 gave her a call and surprisingly she said she overslept and was late. I remembered thinking that maybe she simply lied to me just becos she don't like bby. I cried and bby say maybe she really overslept. I chose to believe that she really overslept. But somehow I just don't feel that way and finally I found out that she did lied and she was out with some other friends instead. I was freaking upset when I knew about it , seriously it's like freaking freaking UPSET. I know to her I'm not as important as her other friends but to me she WAS. It's been like 2 years already, but every year at this time I still remember this and how she treats me, I guess I won't be able to get this off my head for the entire life. Not like I hate her or something it's just I wanted the same back when I really treated her as a good friend (used to) and her to treat me the same. Guess I was asking too much. Remembered telling my parents about it and dad said "I told you friends will never be true to you even if you are to them, so why not be like them wear a mask around. Mum and dad alway tell me to not be too truthful towards friends because they can never be trusted. But i my view some may not some. As time pass they will show their true self so no point guessing what are they like and what are they going to do next. Just be yourself treat people how you want them to treat you. Still towards some you dont have to be polite because the look on their face just fucking pissing people OFF !!!! All of these so-called friends one by one they just show themselves how they are like I'm just too stupid to see them too late. But it's better late them never because you never know when they will be point the knife at your back and stab it in or maybe right at your face stabbing straight right into your heart. This is what you call hypocrites.
I guess this kinda people should go learn the chinese performances, the changing masks one. HEES:DDD Enough of all these crapping. Joan is leaving SG to Macau later on. Leaving me in Singapore ): Gonna miss her AGAIN !!!
Hubby is bringing me to Overeasy for either lunch or dinner on friday to celebrate my birthday, actual day is only for my parents. Looking forward to where they are bringing me or dinner.
Got my hair rebonded again and nails done with acrylic extensions at Junying's. She is really CUTE !!!!and talented. Gonna go back for infills two weeks later and her dog is cute too keep smelling my bag. Haas ^^
Going Vivo with bby to get my limited edition lipglass and buy books.
Gonna sleep.
Oyasuminasai
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