3 Years of Love, Care and Tolerance ❤

It's 12 Jan 2011 the day before. Or maybe 2 hours ago. It was our anniversary. Exactly 3 years!!! Till now I still can't believe that bby & I have been together for 3 years. Maybe not 3 whole years because there's break up & back tgt in between. Still, we stay strong together. We've been through a lot. Every thing that I've been through with bby is things that I've never been through with any g my ex boyf. He's the first & he's the only one that can tolerate my princess temper. None of them can, not even the one I thought could & not even my parents. But Chan Jin Kai Noel, he tolerated all my nonsense, my rubbish, my screaming, my bites/pinches/punches, my temper/attitude, my unreasonable & most of all my parents. When I started being with him, I had never imagine myself able to be with him for a year, then 1 year passed. Then 2 years & now 3 years. He's really one guy that made my day, try all means to cheer me up, try to lesser my load of stress & work, help out when my parents needed and everything. The only guy that, I brought home to see my parents, my whole family from mother side to father side. I'm upset that my grandfather didn't get a chance to see him. But bby when to see him before I lost him forever. My friends, everyone I know seen my wonderful boyf before. & I'm glad my two gfs get allow well with him & even their bfs (: This made our relationship better & stronger. We still have quarrels now and them because of my stubbornness & bad temper, but we still hold our hands tightly together. Although he may not be that "the one" in my life or maybe he's will be. For now, he's really a great boyf, a boyf that's better than anyone, a guy that no one can imagine how high his tolerance level is just for me. No one could ever imagine how unreasonable I am and how stubborn I can get & how big my temper get. No one ever seen and had a taste of it before. Except for my babyboy. After being shout scream hit every single thing that will hurt him, he still stay by my side and asking me not to leave him. This is why I love him so much. So much more than I love any of the ex boyfs.

I guess I shall let photos do the talking now (:

[caption id="attachment_199" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="2008 - Our 1st Year"][/caption]

This is our 1st year since 12 Jan 2008. Bby really accompanied me through times that were so difficult for esp when the guy before him decided to leave me for someone else. But not for someone better. LOL. He comfort me through the night when I was crying, he feels the pain I feel, he knew how I felt. We met up, talked about the old times and yes we got together. Though it's a quick chase for him, I don't regret being with him. He really helped me a lot in every thing I do, be it school work or family, he plays a big part somehow. See how much I've changed in just one year. Bby always say he prefer me being the one he just got together with, without all the foundation, eyeliner & fake eyelashes. I know bby, you love me the way I am that's why you can tolerate my nonsense.

[caption id="attachment_201" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="2009 - Our 2nd Year"][/caption]

Second wasn't a very smooth one for us. First we broke up beginning of the year. Right after bby's birthday. Bby got beaten by one of my ex which was my bf at that time. Bby is a clever guy, he chose not to fight back so that he can go make a police report and he was not in the fault at all. I felt so bad after that but was too late because bby went off with another girl when I broke up with that guy which the relationship only lasted for 2 weeks plus not even a month. Bby didn't want to leave that girl no matter how hurt & upset I was, no matter much I cry he still wouldn't leave that girl. I got say upset that I keep cutting myself non stop, cry the whole time almost everyday, and even in front of my parents. At that time I remember how sad my parents were to hear me cry that way, and they decided to let bby & I to be together. They rather let us be together than losing a daughter. Still bby did not leave that girl. He left her gradually like month by month he distanced from her and we are back together before my birthday. We are still back as a couple no matter what. But we broke up again end of the year because I was so sick & tired of the relationship, sick of bby's bad temper & violence. Tried to be with my ex that ex that left me but it didn't work out. 3 months later I'm still back to square one. Back w bby. (:

[caption id="attachment_202" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="2010 - 2011 ~ Our 3 Years"][/caption]

Notice the photos get lesser. Haha. Because the photos we take together got lesser and lesser each year. But I have like 1 folder for each year, and within that folder I have the different days. From Jan all the way to dec. Almost every month there's a folder without fail. I guess I should increase my collection this year but it will be quite hard since bby enlisted on 6 June 2010. Only get to see each other for 2 to 3 days. But I think NS helped alot in our relationship. It made my bbybby more matured maybe by a bit. haha. But my clingy than before because he don't get to see me for a week also made his temper worse than before, like his tolerance level dropped abit. But no matter what he compromise to me and give in alot alot.

[caption id="attachment_203" align="aligncenter" width="225" caption="2011 Jan - Our latest photo together"][/caption]

2011 marks out 3 years together, the time that we spent can never be forgotten. No matter what bby is gonna be that best guy I ever have. Let the fire in us continue to burn till fate pull as apart. I love you bby bby. So much so much. Please don't think that I don't care about you. You're my babyboy how would I not care. I'm just busy with my work I know you'll understand. Hope you will like the present I giving you on Sat. Loves dear hubby chan ❤