January 26, 2011

Unhealthy lifestyle

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Got my nails done at junying's. Jewel is still as cute as ever(: Love my new nail design totally. Ever since don't know when that I don't have to get up early and go to school everyday, I sleep late & wake up only after 2pm never earlier than that unless I'm going out with bby. Then the same routine everyday, skip breakfast & linch and just having a little dinner. I don't know what will happen if I continue on like that. I'm not on a diet or anything but I'm just tired, and sleeping helps alot. Stop me from thinking too much, stop me from letting my thoughts go wild. Sleeping is everything that I enjoy because I'm free from problems, free from stress, free from smoking & free from FYP. But the moment I open my eyes, everything flows in again, all the stress & troubles. It never goes away. Just weighed myself and from 45.5kg I dropped till about 42kg. That's really shitty when I'm 1.67m tall but weigh only 42kg, it's like severely severely underweight. I don't want to be freaking underweight I want to be at a healthy level but with this kinda lifestyle, that will never happen. Can't wait till graduation and have all the stress off my mind for maybe 3 months and being all stress up again when school starts/work starts. Then the same old thing will happen again. I GIVE UP!!

Some photos of bby and me taken on Saturday.





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