[/caption]Woke up at 12plus this morning to see whether bby pass his FTT & YES he passed. Went to tell mum the good news & she gave me bad news which is we are not going to RWS today but on Tuesday. So I was upset of course & I went back to sleep all the way till 3pm. Mum couldn't take it any longer so she came to wake me up. Watched Percy Jackson & went to bathe to prepare & met bby at 630 to go RWS. Wanted to go to Universal with the $5 price ticket but they say the promotion ended so we decided to come back when all the rides are ready. So we went to Candylicious to get my jellybeans & reese chocolate, I wanted to get the gummies but I didn't because of my sensitive teeth ): Then I have to keep acting like a spoiled brat to convince bby to go Victoria Secrets to get panties. LOL. I got 3 because it's 3 for $60 & bby wasn't very happy when he saw me getting tongs & he had to pay for me since I didn't bring my wallet out. HEHE :D Rushed back to vivo to get my favourite dessert then to food republic for dinner. The freaking korean stall ruined my appetite. Bby got be 4 pieces of chicken wings then went to get the korean food for me, BBQ PORK. He came back with the meat looking like beef then I was like WTF, I don't eat beef & I don't want beef. So he went back and tell the person but they insisted that it was pork. But it really taste like beef & hubby had to finish it even though he wanted to order hokkien mee. Sorry for my tantrum. After dinner was home sweet home(:
This world is very unfair in some way & I always blame the world for being unfair to me. Every time a guy leave me for reasons that are stupid or totally absurd I just look at the sky & ask why are you being so unfair to me. Or every time when my results were bad even though I studied very hard. Or even when my parents get to find out about me having a boyf & when I see others have things that I can never have. However, in some way or so, the world still seems to be a fair place for me if I can be contented with what I have & not asking for more. I have wonderful parents that try their best to give me the best in every aspect of my life, they even try to accept me having a boyf even though they are very traditional & they broke me & my ex boyf up all the time. But this time, they choose to accept to avoid have conflicts with me over this issues & to not lose me as their daughter. First they didn't approve of me furthering my study after poly but now they decided to support me as far as they can go for the sake of my future. People always say that parents are willing to die for their children, willing to protect them at any cost but children will never do the same. I remember when I was young, I like to sit at the front seat of the car when mum drives. & every time she E brake she would stretch her arm and hold on to me as if I will fly out of the car. She still does it now even though I'm a 20 year old girl. When I got into that police case, dad & mum were disappointed in me but they didn't give up. Dad looked for his friend who is a lawyer to help me lighten my sentence. On the first day of my court session, I was lock up in that cold room without a jacket for 5 hours. I was falling asleep the whole time not knowing what was happening outside. Dad & mum was frantically looking for $10000 in cash to bail me out & dad almost fainted. $10K is not alot for them but having to get it in cash on such short notice it was difficult. Sometimes I'm glad that I got into this police case & given 12months probation period. Why? Because it improve my relationship with my parents but of course it didn't change me for who I am. Probation & all the difficult times shows how great my parents are & how much they love me. I'm the world's most happiest & luckiest girl to have them as my parents. When this occur in my mind, I know that the world is fair.
Next is Chan Jin Kai Noel. He is this one guy in this entire world that I can be myself when I'm around him besides my parents. In front of him I never need to wear a mask or hide my real self. I burp, I fart, I do all sorts of stuff that maybe when other guys sees they will be really turned off. But he always say that he find me cute & he like it when I'm like that, not hiding anything from him. I used to like comparing him with my ex I always think that bby is not good enough like he's not hardworking enough, not clever enough, don't have much money & stuff. But then when I think of it, though he isn't hardworking nor clever, neither is he rich, still he try his best to get me everything I want & he's definitely the most honest guy I've ever known though he's only honest towards me. Honesty is the best policy. I don't need mountains of gold but I need a guy that's dependable & honest that's all. & my bby is all of it. But somehow I'm always not satisfy with whatever I have, I'm not a very easily contented woman. That's why I always give myself chances & options because no one is ever the best thus I need to find myself a guy which I think is the best & I'm not closing my options until I find one or until bby proves that he's the one.
Conclusion, the world is always fair to everyone, it's whether or not you're contented with whatever you have. If you are not, then the world will always be unfair for you. I'm going to sleep cos bby is waiting for me to sleep so he can sleep. Going cycling tmr at ECP with dad & mum & bby. Finally I can eat my bo luo mian bao at HK cafe. Nights readers(: