I'm have this strong strong feeling that,
THIS WILL BE A LONG POST ~
HAAS ~
Anyway, I'll be starting work tmr at a retail shop "finally" (:
I'll start from 22 May 09 which was ytd.
There was no school but I woke up at 8plus.
Know why ? Because I slept at 10pm the previous night,
which in total, I slept for 10hours or even more.
Have only one module for the month, so I'm kinda SLACKKKK ~~!!
Met hubby at 11plus and bus-ed down to Raffles City to have lunch.
Had TeppanYaki, trust me, everyone, you've got to try it.
After lunch, bought the heels I wanted from Charles and Keith for $49.90.
Off to Suntec arcade for a few rounds of games.
It was still early so hubby and I decided to go to the Esplanade.
Had been going there frequently when we've got the time.
I really like the atmosphere there, be it morning, afternoon or night.
I totally LOVE IT ~
Slack there for like an hour or so and went walking around and talking photos.
We walked all the way to Central and took bus home.
Told hubby that I want to go drinking with him at Timbre next time ~
HEES :DDDD
Today, had apel 2 in the morning.
It was quite a , hmmm , lesson .
"What goes around comes around"
I'll remember this. For life ~
So whoever it is, if you feel gulity reading this/even if you don't ,
you know who you are.
Be careful when fire is burning at your ass ~
Did I use it correctly ? Whatever , I don't care .
After class when for my manicure and pedicure then off to PP to get Koi ~
The heels was KILLING ME .
Had my Koi then bus-ed down to Suntec.
Arcade then meet my parents.
Hubby greeted them and went off.
Had dinner with my parents then went SHOPPING ~
Which I loved the best.
I always give my mum surprises with the prices of the clothes I want.
HAAS ~
Bought three basic tops from Dorothy Perkins ,
1 top and 1 skirt from Topshop.
Hubby say he don't like the skirt.
Acty it isn't my style, I just like it high-waisted and the floral prints.
Doubt that I will wear it actually, hmm, there goes $63 .......
Mum was so afraid that she hurried home so as to stop me from spending all of her money.
HAAS ~
Home sweet home after all the spendings ~.
Hubby,
I really want you to be happy.
I like seeing you smile.
But every time when I tell you what my parents bought for me,
you don't seem to be happy instead you're unhappy in my point of view.
I don't like it when you're like that, you should know what I mean.
Sometimes I can feel that we are drifting apart.
I don't like this feeling, AT ALL ~
Last time, no matter how bad our fight/quarrels get, I know we'll never be apart.
But now, each time we quarrel, I feel even more afraid of you leaving me.
Sighs.
Baby, remember you always ask me how much I love you?
And I always answer you this -
"I love you more than I love myself, but not more than you love me".
To be honest, I love you more than anything, even more than how much you love me.
I just, just don't know how to prove and show you and let you feel it.
You say you trust me, but I don't feel so.
Because your words contradicts with your actions.
You always say you're afraid of me leaving you or running away with some other guys
when you're in NS .
But I won't. I tried so hard to assure you that I won't .
I'm telling of saying the same thing over and over again.
I'm really tired of it.
All I want is your trust, is that so difficult.
Sighs ~
Baby boy, tell me, what to do to make you trust me more ~
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Photos ~
