All stress up

I don't wad's wrong but I'm all stress up already. It's like I really don't know what to do. I plan and set my goals already. But all that were just words and no action. I hate when I just say yet don't do it. It just piss myself off so much. Sighs. But so what, I just can't get things right all the time. I only mess things up and make things ugly. That's me that's always me !!!!! Freaking of this stupid idiotic life I'm freaking happy. Yes I have a perfect family get whatever I want even if they say no I have my ways to convince my parents to say yes just because they love me. O always know that and I'm seriously very very dependent on my parents. As much as I don't want to depend on them I still do. Why? Because things are these way since young. They give me what I want in return I show them my results and behave myself. Nut now I can't give the
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Seriously I hate myself being such an idiot!!!

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