This week was bad for me I guess. Quarrelled with my parents, got a $200plus handphone bill to handle, presentation and quiz. OMG ~ Really, I want to give up. Feel so much to give up on the studies alr. But it's my future and I can't. I just have to try to keep up with everything for another 1 and a half year. Guess it would pass by very fast.
Powerhouse with Fabien and his friend on friday. Though I said I don't want but don't know why they still went. Quarrelled with dad this morning over me going home late everytime. But I don't understand when's EVERYTIME ? When it's only like once a week or once in two weeks or once in a month. Is this alot? I don't think so. And dad is so freaking petty, really don't why they just couldn't just let me go. Every day when I walk into the house and see their face, i felt a sudden stress. And when my dad start show his concern and care by asking freaking many questions, I feel even more stress ): Why why why??
Forget it ...
I want to go eat at Wendy's at raffles place. I want. But I gave all my cash to my parents out of anger and now all I have is only $20 in my wallet. Pathetic ): Gonna starve myself for like 2 more weeks to the next time I get my allowance. And save up to get my sewing machine. Sighs. The only thing that cheer me up the whole week was that I got my swarovski ring that I wanted for like a few months and finally bought it and my ferragamo earring (: Love it so much.
I'm sorry.
I know I neglected you the whole week.
There's so much things for me to do.
I'm so happy that I'll be meeting you on Sunday.
I miss you
