My 1 year old advance birthday celebration at grandma's house.

I love this photo so much. It's still my wallpaper after a year of not changing it. But I still love it. I was my parents' one and only daughter. Ever since 10 april 1991, I was always their one and only. As I grow up, There are so much quarrelings and fightings with them. I even got into so much troubles that make them got so angry and worried. I feel so bad every time I think of it. However, these troubles also helped, helped our kinship to get stronger and better. They always give me the best from last time till now it's still the same. Few days ago I quarrelled with dad because he wanted me to pay for my friends' presents if I were to buy it from Japan. I thought it was so unreasonable. It was the first time he asked me to pay and mum just sat there saying nothing. Got so fed up, shouted and slammed my door. After a few days when I really think about it, I realised dad and mum had been tolerating my stupid attitude and my temper for so long and they are still now. I should and have to talk to them nicely instead of throwing my temper everytime. Just that, sometimes I really cannot control it ... ... . Yesterday dad just agree that he will buy me a bag as long as it is not more than a thousand dollar he is willing to buy. I was overjoyed when I heard it, the best thing is mum's buying me a new watch for my birthday. Then it will be the 2nd watch she's getting me. The first watch she got for me was during my end of sec3, she got it for me to cheer me up because at that point of time I was so sad due to the broke up and she brought me out to buy something for me. They always try their best to get close to me but every time they walk forward I move back.
I'm so sorry mum and dad ):

Will be in Japan in 4 days time. Looking forward to it. 
The first on my shopping list is : SEVEN DWARFS. Really hope I can find seven dwarfs in Japan this time. But aren't going disneyland this time round not Tokyo or Osaka. This time is Okinawa which I don't really hear about. Maybe there's nice scenery and they have very good pineapple and bitter gourd which I don't eat. Great ~!!! ):
Lucky the shops there close around 11plus Japan time. Can do some shopping before I go to bed. HAAS ~~ So excited ... ... .





And yes, Hubby and I are back together alr. So we'll be celebrating our 2 years 1 month tomorrow. There's so much that happen between us. So many things that went wrong. So many things that I did broke his heart, so many things that I've said broke his heart. Still, he is always there for me. For a moment I really thought life will just move on and still be the same without him. Yes, it's still the same. Go to school every day, eat and sleep it's still the same. But I teared when I couldn't hear his voice when his out for job. I teared when he hurt me. I teared when he don't message me. I teared and realised I really love him. Love him no matter how his like, who he is and what he do. I still love him.