June 25, 2011

After all it's pointless

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Went to work like usual today. Kinda busy though, many things to do. Ice been going on about what happen at home and I really can't stand my dad. But somehow I actually know how he feels and I understand but still I'm not gonna oblige to him. Obliging to him means giving up on the life I want and living life the way he wants. I'm sorry but that's not gonna happen. If he's not gonna accept the fact it's the 21 century now and not on the 70s or 80s, he will only make himself get more n more piss with the kind of things I do. Moreover dad just can't get over the fact that I'm already 20 and not 12 or 16. I seriously need to have a life of my own and I'm not that little girl that listens to him all the time. When I think it's reasonable I listen but if it's not then what's the point.

Anyway I'm home for dinner today. Then told parents about the amour needed for class and then bathe and everything & lock myself in my room. Fell asleep around 7plus till 12plus and now it's already 1plus and I realized I'm not sleepy anymore. I still wanna sleep.

I still don't know what love is.
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