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So many emotions and thoughts going through my mind and when I tried to stop thinking of it everything just go crazy inside. I'm very very sure that I have no more feelings for anyone else other than him. So sure that I wish I can tell him that "All I want is you. & Just you alone." But no, I'm not gonna tell him that, not gonna make him think that I can't live without him or whatsoever 'cause the earth is revolving and everyday things are changing and there is no one person not able to live without another. When ppl say "I can;t live without you, please don't leave me, stay with me forever blah blah blah". All these simply show how insecure and unconfident a person is. It's not that you can't live without that someone when he/she leave, it's just the getting used to be alone feeling which is kinda unbearable but when you're over it you'll be mad happy with your single life again. After so many "failed" relationships I always wonder what & where went wrong and I realise now, part of it is 'cause of my ever changing mood swing and also my take it for granted mindset. But anyway this is how I'm like, accept it and take it or you can just leave it & go. I want someone to accept me for who I am and not wanting me to change or whatsoever. It's like the famous line "LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM."