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Stayed home the whole day.
Was suppose to go get a new specs from Iluma ,
but due to the rain and my incomplete work I told mum we'll go the next time.
Hmmm......
Then dad and mum went out for dinner.
I was really hungry and went to dig for food.
Guess what I found ~?
My favourite chocolate which mum hid it from me.
I took it out and started eating and when mum's back she was so shocked.
Because I ate more than half of it :DDDD
They came back with salmon and rice for me.
Thanks (:
I ate and continued with the journal which I realised I took my time to do it.
Watching tv, playing games on msn and doing my work.
Haas ~
Till now then I'm finally done with it but printing every page out.
Just afraid that my printer will run out of ink ):
Will be going to school tmr to had in my journal and that's the end of year 1.

Time passed real fast.
A blink and a year passed.
Flashbacks of the happenings within this 1 year flashes through my mind again and again.
Yes, many things did happen.
Happy or sad, tears or laughter, everything.
Maybe I've never put myself in anyone's shoes to think & feel how they felt.
But did anyone tried putting themselves in mine?
Half a year from start of my new term in a new school,
I was caught up by probation.
Then I got my freedom, doing whatever I want.
But things start happening after I broke up with noel.
So many things that I never thought happened.
Every single thing broke my heart, brings me pain up till now it still do.
I cried, I shouted, I lock myself up, I tortured myself, I cut myself till blood were all over.
I cried wherever I go like an idiot, I was all alone with no one by my side.
Anyone that will know and feel how I felt ? No one.
Not even those who I thought were "friends".
....... ~.~"

Cramps are taking my life.
Sobs ~
Hate it when I've pms.
But there's nothing I can do, who ask me to be born a girl.
Hmmm ........
I'm tired already, done with my printing and now off to bed.

OYASUMINASAI ~!