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Went to Arab Street to get my fabric bcos mum wants me to make a skirt for her.
Had popcorn chicken and plum sweet potatoes.
YUM YUM~!!
Home-d at 3plus .

Why aren't things going smoothly for me?
I thought about it again and again,
Why why and why.
All I want is to complete 3 years of poly peaceful.
Friends, yes there is but never had I thought that things will turn out this way.
I asked myself again and again ~ Why ?
For all I know I've never did a single thing that I should feel sorry towards them.
Everything they say of what I've done, it's nothing wrong towards them.
Instead it's wrong towards my parents.
But why, why are they doing this?
Thoughts run wild in my mind whenever I start thinking of all these.
Tears starts to drop and my heart starts to hurts.
Why do I trust a friend so much yet she treats me this way.
Why do I treat her as a good friend yet she's hating me now.
Why do I tell her everything yet she say she don't want a friend like me.
There's so much why but no answer at all.
I tell myself it must be me, must be something I did that makes her hate me.
It must be me. But I think it over again for umpteen times but,
I can't think of something I did to step onto her tail.
There's nothing much I could do.
Life still have to go on with or without her as a friend
Life still have to go on even if she continues to open that mouth of hers
Life still have to go on no matter how much she hates me
Life still have to go on even if I feel so much so like killing her.

p.s whoever i'm saying, it's not someone i known for a long time.