I'm thinking of bby the whole day. I cried myself to sleep last night, I guess I'm doing the same too tonight. I don't think I can make it through for the next 12 days. It's just to much for me to handle. I didn't realise bby alr occupied more than half of my life until now. Without him everything seems different. Even when I was waiting for the lift suddenly I felt that I was all alone and I was afraid. Without him I can't seem to do things right I need him so badly.
Not able to see him for two weeks is worse than breaking up and have cold war with bby. It's 100 times worst. I can't stop myself from thinking of him and I think of him even more in the night. Thinking of how he talked to me till i fall asleep and not hanging up for the next one hour even though he know I'm asleep just because he know by hanging up will wake me up again. I didn't realise I have such a good and wonderful boyf u till now. I took him for granted yet he still stay with me everytime. No matter how bad I was and how bad our quarrel went he still want me to be by his side, he still want to be by my side. I wish that his here now w me but it's impossible. ):
Hubby I really miss you alot.
Do you know that?
You must be sleeping like a pig now.
I love you