November 22, 2010
QUIT!
I really can't go on anymore. I feel so stress up and every thing. Having headaches now and then, just thinking of school work gives me headaches. I've been trying to complete my report since morning and nothing is accomplish. Why? Not that I slack around or watch tv. I was in front of my laptop the whole day trying to figure up what's next for my report and NOTHING came into my mind. I surf and research but I can't get a single thing. I don't know whether or not because I'm in the wrong group or it's just me, not able to squeeze my juice out of my brain. When I try, I get headaches, and half way through I started crying. I don't know how am I suppose to continue on. I really can't. I want to tell my parents about it again that I want to quit school but I know they are tired too ever since grandpa pass away and they have their business that's giving them stress. I don't want them to worry and add on to their burden. But I'm really tired, all these assignments presentation and reports are killing me especially when I know I'm doing it wrongly and everyone's on the right track and I have no time to change or whatsoever. I feel so terrible now very terrible. I'm left with 3 to 4 months I don't want to give up but I feel so tired already. I;m really tired so tired that I wish i can just sleep and never wake up ever again .....